Wednesday, May 28, 2008

1,000 Years

2 Peter 3:8 With the LORD a day is like a thousand years and a thousand years like a day.
Psalms 90:4 A thousand years in your sight is like a day that has just gone by or a watch at night.
In the book of Job it asks if God’s time is the same as our time? God’s time is not the same as our time. God exist outside of time. He exist in eternity. In both the Old and New Testament says “in the last days”. One day in the sight of God equals one thousand years, ten thousand years, one hundred thousand, one million, ten million, one hundred million years. It is all the same if you exist outside of time, and moving back and forth in time would be as easy as thinking about yesterday or tomorrow. The first moment in time to the end of existence is all the same moment in eternity.
I can not remember the name of the man who made the statement “ Religion and science do not disagree, they just ask different questions.” Man is both ignorant and arrogant to presume that the timetable written in Genesis is written using our time. The Book of Genesis is a beautiful parable. Man continues to get into trouble by misunderstanding parables. He also take parables as literal truths. When Genesis is taken as literal truths it contains many statements that are, confusing at the least, or impossible at the other end of the spectrum.
In both Testaments, they use the one day is equal to one thousand years. Given the period of time when the books were written one thousand years was probably as long a period time a normal person could comprehend.


17 May, 07 Tonight, I am very tired I took a darvocet because of the pain in my left shoulder. I guess there is some therapy in just writing down my thoughts. No matter how much insanity comes out. Insanity can be a sign of confusion, anger, ignorance, frustrations, or just plain insanity. Lord knows that I have enough to fill a 55 gal. barrel of each and three barrels with anger.

Last night we went to celebrate Kim’s birthday with all the king crab legs you could eat. I couldn’t open them up (picking) because of the pain and lack of coordination. Glenda picked some; for me I do not know if she has any idea of how frustrating that was for me. I was the one who taught her and Kim how to eat crab.


I have found, that I have been practicing idolatry. I have setup young women as my idols. Females in the full bloom of their sexuality. Since I can’t not notice them; because of an ingrained reflexive action, this sin is extremely hard to stop. In my waking hours they either parade past me, or through my mind. Even in my sleep they come to haunt and entice me. Dear LORD please help me.
A Sinner

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

The first will be last

Mat 19: 30 and Mark 10: 31
But many of the first will be last, and the last will be first.

Many of the first refers to those who were alive during the time of Christ and His miracles, or within the first couple of generations, they actually saw these things or knew people who saw the events making it easer to believe. The last are those who believe after thousands of years. As time passes, it is harder for the world to accept the Word. With so many trying to distort the Word into a myth, it is getting harder to find absolute faith.

Sunday, April 27, 2008


For out of Baal-Zebub’s mouth comes smoke and fiery brimstone to rain on the people, not the righteous, but the wicked. For he has always been a vicious and evil deceiver, the master liar to mankind tough out all the ages.

Friday, April 11, 2008

I Am But A Match

I Am But A Match
I am but a match, containing just the smallest portion of Your Light. May Your Light ever grow my heart. Is it not the match that lights the wick of the lamp, does not that lamp increase the light twenty fold? If that lamp is placed in a lighthouse does it not become a beacon? Through your Majesty, Power and Love, may I become a beacon to those around me.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

The Needs of A Sinner

The Needs of A Sinner
I hunger for the Bread of the Father.
I thirst for the Word of the Son.
I yearn for the anointing by the Holy Spirit.
The Bread of the Father is the Source of supply
For everything needed by man,
Both physically and spiritually.
The Word of the Son is all the information needed
By man to live a wholesome and happy life,
Both physically and spiritually.
The Anointing by the Holy Spirit is the Father’s
acknowledgement of His Children.
It is the conformation we receive
Both physically and spiritually.
The Father is the Source of All.
The Son is the access to All.
The Holy Spirit is the assurance that All is Well.

Easter Sunday

Easter Sunday, today we celebrate the fulfillment of all the Old Book’s prophecies. Today we also celebrate all of the New Book’s promises.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Love is

Love is a commitment not a feeling.
Love is a commitment to care for; to provide for;
To protection; to devotion;
To be honest; to be tender; to be compassionate;
To being a shoulder to lean on, or cry on.
To be there in times of sorrow and joy,
Especially when times are rough.
To take delight in one’s success’s
To have sorrows for one’s pain.
To render assistance when needed.
To be strong enough to say No!, when needed.
To give a hug or a caress, or just stand back when needed.
To be a sounding board in times of quandary or distress.
To be staunch enough to remember this commitment at all times.

To Kim R.


If you don’t have to work for it. Then it, is a gift. If it is a gift, then you can’t loose it. You can’t get bad enough to loose it. It is a gift from our Holy Father and what He gives, He does not take back.
Faith, not work, is the way to receive His Salvation.

The Earth

The Earth is the mother that suckled us.
The World is the Harlot that deceived us.
Man is a sinner so easily led astray.
The Son is Purity and Light, here to show the way.
Life is now.
Salvation is forever.
The World is matter, it occupies space and time.
How can man comprehend God, with such a limited mind.
Man loves wealth, and money he doth hoard.
When all man really needs, is to praise the Lord.
Life is but a puff of smoke
Salvation is forever

Saturday, March 8, 2008

The Voice of God

The Voice of God
The voice of God is not that thunderous boom, that we have all heard about. That quiet little voice you hear, that is called your conscience, is when God is screaming!! You must be quiet in your soul to hear Him talk.

I Weep

I weep, for I know that I am not what I should be or, could be.
I desperately yearn, to be closer to my Lord and Savior, to feel more of His Love and Serenity.
He gives, yet I do not receive.
Is it my head or my heart that is as receptive, as a rock?
A Failure Of A Man
He never had much money, because he failed to learn the facts of life concerning success. He never learned to stab the next guy in the back. He never learned to hate the “scum” of the earth. He never learned that work was more important than his family or that a job was of higher rank than his morals or character. He never learned to rear his children as spoiled brats or disrespectful twits. He never learned that a dirty joke was the only acceptable form of humor. He never learned not give away flowers, that he could have sold. He never learned that neighbors were pest, or to avoid strangers. This man may have been a failure as far as the world is concerned, But I know that he is now wearing a crown.
To my Father, with love.
Today is my birthday! It is met with smiles, food, presents, and cheer. WHY??!! Somewhere between the moment of my conception and the moment of my birth; I lost the absolute contact with, and knowledge of, The One. Birthdays should not be a time of cheer, but a time of mourning that loss.
At the moment of my death, I shall once again have that contact with, and knowledge of, The One. Even should I go down to the pit, a moment with that absolute knowledge of and contact with The One’s existence and love is worth more than a thousand years on the face of the earth.